Before/During the Storm

On the fringe

Inhabiting the edges

People say

Just a phase

Going in and out of life

Feeling the constant calm

Before the storm

Drumming at my heels


But then

The little excrements

Hit the fan.

First the silence

From faces from which I expected


Only seeing

Passing emptiness


Perhaps I shouldn’t have

Said something

And done some things

I regret and apologized for

But still feel the guilt

And the unhappy blame


Those unhappy people

I tried to move away from~

I have become one


I was described today as


Someone else

Was the little me

While I was

The worn out version

Of who I used to be

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