Before/During the Storm

On the fringe

Inhabiting the edges

People say

Just a phase

Going in and out of life

Feeling the constant calm

Before the storm

Drumming at my heels

.

But then

The little excrements

Hit the fan.

First the silence

From faces from which I expected

Acknowledgement

Only seeing

Passing emptiness

.

Perhaps I shouldn’t have

Said something

And done some things

I regret and apologized for

But still feel the guilt

And the unhappy blame

.

Those unhappy people

I tried to move away from~

I have become one

.

I was described today as

“Jaded”

Someone else

Was the little me

While I was

The worn out version

Of who I used to be

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