Meeting the Rainbow After A Year

I just saw her

I feel a sense of

Emptiness

A hidden cold

Melancholy

Despondency

.

It makes me think back

Did I do something wrong

In that moment

Buried in my past?

I wonder

As the pendulum

Goes back and forth in my head

.

I parted with hostility

It was too much

I had to say something

She was sweet

And didn’t get it

So I had to reiterate

.

Something must have broke

And mended wrong

I remembered

Sweet snapshots

And reminded myself with the bad

.

But then I saw her

I thought

It would be different

After a year

I said

I was sorry I hurt her

Stared into those cold eyes

And retracted

Into myself

Hoping she couldn’t

See me

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