No Feeling

All my life

I lived in weak colors

It wasn’t truly life yet

And I was a grub

With eyes opened a crack

.

That suddenly grew grey

Then

That then went blank

.

I walked with my hands

To my sides

Not even trying to feel

Just moving

Living

No point

.

Falling in and out

Of cold and hot

And not even knowing

What was around

Just thinking

Life is supposed to be this way

I am one

On the Earth

.

Then suddenly

I am not in control of

My own destiny

Something

Is pushing me

I can’t feel it

Literally

I feel an inability

To go in the direction I was headed

.

It bangs me on the head

And turns me around and around

Pushing my head

Up

And down

I am dizzy

I fall

.

My hand is taken

Wait

I feel it

What is this?

.

I am lead

And cloth snaps

I see the world

And its blinding

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